“You are going to feel like hell if you never write the stuff that is tugging on the sleeves of your heart — your stories, visions, memories, visions and songs. Your truth, your version of things, your own voice. That is really all you have to offer us. And that’s also why you were born.”
Anne Lamott
“You are going to feel like hell if you never write the stuff that is tugging on the sleeves of your heart — your stories, visions, memories, visions and songs. Your truth, your version of things, your own voice. That is really all you have to offer us. And that’s also why you were born.”
Anne Lamott
…life reduced to necessity. It seems that living within the range of necessity makes it possible to discover the “one thing needful.” It deeply assists, as well, in discovering the truth of our identity. The soul is not the product of passions, but the image of God. To see the soul clearly, without distortion, is to see the face of God, or, at least, its reflection.
Fr. Stephen Freeman
One of my favorite bloggers, Fr. Stephen Freeman writes at “Glory to God For All Things. The quote above is from his latest post:”From Desire to Necessity”. I found it to be personally convicting and recommend it for your reading.
Following my previous post Labor Day – No Justice No peace, I was left with at least two open questions… What does it mean to be a peacemaker? What is justice? I found some insight on the latter question in an article by Timothy Keller entitled “A Biblical Critique of Secular Justice and Critical Theory” . The full article is probably the most helpful I have read recently in providing clarity, from a Christian perspective, about underlying factors contributing to our divisive society. I highly recommend it. What follows is an excerpt from that article. In it, Keller defines Biblical Justice. I found his definition informative and convicting, providing a helpful contrast to prevailing secular ideas about justice.
Below is Keller’s brief outline of the facets of biblical justice.
1. Community: Others have a claim on my wealth, so I must give voluntarily. The Bible depicts the human world as a profoundly inter-related community. So the godly must live in such a way that the community is strengthened. Old Testament scholar Bruce Waltke puts all the teaching on “the righteous” in the book of Proverbs into a concise and practical principle: “The righteous (saddiq) are willing to disadvantage themselves to advantage the community; the wicked are willing to disadvantage the community to advantage themselves.”[7] The gleaning laws of the Old Testament are a case in point (Deuteronomy 24:17-22). Landowners were commanded to not maximize profits by harvesting all sheaves or picking all the olives or grapes. Instead the owner was to leave produce in the field for the workers and the poor to take through their labor, not through charity. When the text reads that the sheaves, olives, and grapes “shall be for” the poor, it uses a Hebrew phrase that indicates ownership. To treat all of your profits and assets as individualistically yours is mistaken. Because God owns all your wealth (you are just a steward of it), the community has some claim on it. Nevertheless, it is not to be confiscated. You are to acknowledge the claim and voluntarily be radically generous. This view of property does not fit well with either a capitalist or a socialist economy.[8]
2. Equity: Everyone must be treated equally and with dignity. Leviticus 24:22- “You are to have the same law for the foreigner as for the native born.” The Hebrew word mesraim means equity and Isaiah 33:15 says “Those who speak with [equity, mesraim]…keep their hands from accepting bribes.” Bribery is unjust because in commerce, law, and government, it does not treat the poor the same as it does the wealthy. Any system of justice or government in which decisions or outcomes are determined by how much money parties have is a stench before God. Another example of inequity is unfair business practices. Leviticus 19:13 and Deuteronomy 24:14-15 speak of unfair wages. Amos 6:5-6 speaks of ‘unjust scales, selling even the sweepings with the wheat.” To cut corners and provide an inferior product in order to make more money but not serve customers is to do injustice.
3. Corporate responsibility: I am sometimes responsible for and involved in other people’s sins. Sometimes God holds families, groups and nations corporately responsible for the sins of individuals. Daniel repents for sins committed by his ancestors even though there is no evidence he personally participated in them (Daniel 9). In 2 Samuel 21 God holds Israel responsible for injustice done to the Gibeonites by King Saul even though he was by that time dead. In Joshua 7 and Numbers 16, God holds whole families responsible for the sin of one member. In 1 Samuel 15:2 and Deuteronomy 23:3-8, he holds members of the current generation of a pagan nation responsible for the sins committed by their ancestors many generations before. Why? There are three reasons. Corporate responsibility. Achan’s family (Joshua 7) did not do the stealing, but they helped him become the kind of man who would steal. The Bible’s emphasis on the importance of the family for character formation implies that the rest of the family cannot wholly avoid responsibility for the behavior of a member. The Bible does not teach that your success or failure is wholly due to individual choices. Corporate participation. Sinful actions not only shape us, but the people around us. And when we sin we affect those around us, which reproduces sinful patterns—even if more subtle—over generations. So, as in Exodus 20:5, God punishes sin down the generations because usually later generations participate in one form or another in the same sin.[9] Institutionalized sin. Socially institutionalized ways of life become weighted in favor of the powerful and oppressive over those with less power. Examples include criminal justice systems (Leviticus 19:15), commercial practices such as high interest loans (Exodus 22:25-27; Jeremiah 22:13) and unfairly low (James 5:4) or delayed wages (Deuteronomy 24:14-15). Once these systems are in place, they do more evil than any one individual within the system may intend or even be aware of.
4. Individual responsibility: I am finally responsible for all my sins, but not for all my outcomes. My outcomes. The Bible does not teach that your success or failure is wholly due to individual choices. Poverty for example, can be brought on by personal failure (Proverbs 6:6-7; 23:21), but it may also exist because of environmental factors such as famine or plague, or sheer injustice (Proverbs 13:23[10]; cf. Exodus 22:21-27). So we are not in complete control of our life outcomes. My sins. Despite the reality of corporate responsibility and evil, the Bible insists that, ultimately, our salvation lies in what we do as individuals (Ezekiel 18). There is an asymmetrical balance between individual and corporate responsibility. Deuteronomy 24:16 says that in ordinary human law we must be held responsible and punished for our own sins, not those of our parents. We are indeed the product of our communities, but not wholly—we can resist their patterns. Ezekiel 18 is a case study of what can happen if we put too much emphasis on corporate responsibility—it leads to ‘fatalism and irresponsibility’[11]. The reality of corporate sin does not swallow up individual moral responsibility, nor does individual responsibility disprove the reality of corporate evil. To deny (or largely deny) either is to adopt one of the secular views of justice rather than a biblical one.[12]
5. Advocacy: We must have special concern for the poor and the marginalized. While we are not to show partiality to any (Leviticus 19:15), we are to have special concern for the powerless (Isaiah 1:17; Psalm 41:1). This is not a contradiction. Proverbs 31:8-9 says “speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves…Defend the rights of the poor and needy.” The Bible doesn’t say “speak up for the rich and powerful,” not because they are less important as persons before God, but because they don’t need you to do this. The playing field is not level and if we don’t advocate for the poor there will not be equality. In this aspect of justice, we are seeking to give more social, financial, and cultural capital (power) to those with less. Jeremiah 22:3 says “Protect the person who is being cheated from the one who is mistreating… foreigners, orphans, or widows…” Jeremiah is singling out for protection groups of people who can’t protect themselves from mistreatment the way others can. (cf. Zechariah 7:9-10)
Over the years, Timothy Keller has become a trusted resource. Often his voice modulates my echo chamber, something sorely needed these days. You can find much of his work HERE.
Labor Day has always been an odd sort of holiday. Perhaps an after thought to the Fourth of July; one last grasp at summer before we return to “normal”. For many it marks the beginning of off-season and lower rates at the beach, reason enough for celebration Always a welcome day off, it just doesn’t have the depth and meaning of Fourth of July, Memorial Day or Christmas, Thanksgiving, MLK Birthday, et al. Labor Day this year was particularly mundane, for a couple of reasons. The pandemic dampened activities and as a retired old man it was just another day.
I did come across some reflections on the origin of Labor Day:
On May 11, 1894, workers at the Pullman Palace Car Company, a railroad car manufacturer near Chicago, went on strike to protest their low wages and 16-hour workdays. On June 22, members of the powerful American Railway Union joined their struggle by refusing to move Pullman’s cars from one train to another, thus crippling rail traffic across the country. On July 3, President Cleveland ordered federal troops to Chicago to end the boycott. Strikers rioted and on July 7, national guardsmen fired into a mob and killed as many as 30 people. In an attempt to appease the strikers and their supporters, the Senate had passed a bill designating Labor Day a public holiday. The bill was signed by President Cleveland June 28, 1894. It didn’t stop the violence, but the Labor Day commemoration, which had been languishing in Washington, finally became a day of rest to honor workers. via Internet Monk
How ironic is the celebration of Labor Day in the current environment of protest and violence, often led by chants of “No justice, no peace”? Essentially, Labor Day honors a movement against injustice employing protest and ultimately violence to achieve their goals.
The anthem “No justice, No peace” is interesting. For some it is a pejorative expression of anarchist. Thinking about Labor Day origins and its kinship to today’s upheaval, it occurred to me how ubiquitous the mantra of “No justice, No Peace” is in our ordinary lives. It begins very early, the toddler screaming for a toy she has been unfairly deprived of is declaring,” No justice, No Peace”. In every interpersonal conflict the offended party is declaring in some way, “No Justice, No Peace”. All to often, anger and/or violence results.
Our goal is peace, but how do we achieve it? Demanding justice hasn’t proved to be effective. Christ-followers are called to be peace-makers, but Christianity seems to be filled with conflict. Isn’t justice a legitimate goal. Once again there’s a lot to think about. To reject “No justice, No Peace” ignores our own very human desire for justice and peace. We cannot tweet this away, it requires us to wrestle with profound questions about our faith and humanity. As a Christ follower, I am somewhat befuddled by what it means to be a peacemaker. I interned to pursue better understanding about that. Hopefully, you will join me in that quest.
If you would like to read some stimulating thoughts on “No Justice, No Peace”, here is a recent series of articles I found to helpful.
A recent and regretfully not unusual experience continues to plague me. I’m getting weary of apologizing and asking for forgiveness. I’m pretty sure Ann is just as weary of being subjected to my idiocy and then bearing the burden of forgiving me without confidence it will not happen again.
Here’s the typical scenario: Some triggering experience (legitimate or trivial) produces a strong emotional response, often anger, which overwhelms rationality. Reflexively, inappropriate words are hurled at my unsuspecting victim. Their venomous intent confirmed by an angry countenance and a voice that is threatening and loud. The aftermath is filled with regret and remorse. ” I can’t believe I did that. What was I thinking?”
What the heck is that all about? As I have related before and some of you have attested to, I’m a good person. I’d even go so far as to say I’m a Christ follower. Such behavior is contrary to goodness, much less Christ likeness.
I recently discovered an answer to my question. … I am being hijacked! Specifically, I’m experiencing an “amygdala hijack”. Here is a summary of amygdala hijack:
The amygdala hijack is an immediate, overwhelming emotional response with a later realization that the response was inappropriately strong given the trigger. Daniel Goleman coined the term based on the work of neuroscientist Joseph LeDoux, which demonstrated that some emotional information travels directly from the thalamus to the amygdala without engaging the neocortex, or higher brain regions. This causes a strong emotional response that precedes more rational thought. Huh, what does that mean? The amygdala hijack basically equates to “freaking out” or seriously overreacting to an event in your life.
Any strong emotion, anxiety, anger, joy, or betrayal trips off the amygdala and impairs the prefrontal cortex’s working memory. The power of emotions overwhelms rationality. That is why when we are emotionally upset or stressed we can’t think straight.
No one can make you do something against your better judgment, but the amygdala always can.
What a relief! That’s exactly what going on. Now I understand why. Ann will be glad to know I’m experiencing amygdala hijack. No guilt, remorse or need for apology, it’s my amygdala. Surely that’s better than “The devil made me do it.” On second thought it’s not better. Knowing it is an amygdala hijack is not an excuse, it is a reason. Cursory research reveals amygdala hijack is an important and essential part of our brain functions. There are circumstances that necessitate the amygdala’s override of rationality for the sake of survival. We are not, however, slaves to our amygdala. Our emotional system can be trained.
“Once your emotional system learns something, it seems you never let it go. What therapy does is teach you how to control it—it teaches your neocortex how to inhibit your amygdala. The propensity to act is suppressed, while your basic emotion about it remains in a subdued form.”
Looking for an explanation or excuse for my behavior, amygdala hijack offers little relief. Though I now understand what is happening, I also understand why… I am not exercising self-control. My research indicates therapy is helpful. Practical advice for managing amygdala hijacks abound.. Breathe… Focus on your body… Ty saying a mantra… Acknowledge and label your feelings… Take a break. I am confident such counsel can be helpful. In the final analysis, it comes down to self-control. Even knowing my lack of success at self-control, awareness and understanding will help me in the future.
Once again again I am confronted with how much I must be grieving the Holy Spirit by resisting her gift of self-control.
While theological study continues to be an immense gift to the world, one can easily get trapped inside of endless discussions about abstract ideas with little emphasis on experience or practice. In contrast, mystics honor the experience of the essential mystery and unknowability of God and invite us to do the same. The more you know, the more you know you don’t know!
The above quote from Richard Rohr’s daily email, prompted me in a couple of ways. First, it reminded me of a post I wrote in 2006. In that post I reflected on my ambition to become a mystic. Mystic…one who recognizes the presence of God in the mundane. A person who can sense the power and presence of God at work; who has the ability to see the real hand and power and presence of God. Someone who is so connected to the spiritual world that it changes how they live in the physical world. (Josh Graves)
An ambition fueled by Brother Lawrence, with his dramatic expressions of seeking and living in the presence of God were almost overwhelming. I walk before God simply, in faith, with humility, and with love. I apply myself diligently to do nothing and think nothing which may displease Him. (Brother Lawrence) Hidden in the crevasses of my mind, that ambition has run in the background of my life over the years. Rohr’s words opened a forgotten storage box of faded notes.
I though about disenchantment. As I have written before: Living in a disenchanted age is the most significant challenge we face in seeking a relationship with God In our disenchanted age, reliance on human ability, reason and scientific laws for purpose and meaning and answers to the problems of modernity rejects the transcendent as irrelevant. Accordingly mystics are persona non grata.
Pandemic, social and political upheaval have exposed our our arrogant self-sufficiency. Faced with inexplicable and uncontrollable forces, Superman has encountered kryptonite. In desperation, we cry out to Moloch and prepare appeasing sacrifices. Christianity, assimilated and subjugated into irrelevance fails to provide transcendent hope.
In the vacuum of our disenchanted, secular despair, the mystic’s voice is most needed to remind us of the power and presence of God at work; and open our eyes to see the real hand and power and presence of God.
Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.