“You are going to feel like hell if you never write the stuff that is tugging on the sleeves of your heart — your stories, visions, memories, visions and songs. Your truth, your version of things, your own voice. That is really all you have to offer us. And that’s also why you were born.”
Anne Lamott
“You are going to feel like hell if you never write the stuff that is tugging on the sleeves of your heart — your stories, visions, memories, visions and songs. Your truth, your version of things, your own voice. That is really all you have to offer us. And that’s also why you were born.”
Anne Lamott
While in Florida we reside in a 55+ mobile home park ( not to be confused with trailer park). During the end of year holidays, families come to visit and young faces brighten up things. In particular there is one couple’s granddaughters that we have gotten to know. Last year I was able to convert the oldest, Hayden (3) as an Alabama football fan. She faithfully yelled “Roll Tide” each time she passed our house on her Papa’s golf cart. Her sister, Dilly (2) not so much. This year, to my surprise Hayden greeted me with a rousing, “Roll Tide”. Dilly, now three years old, is on board, “Roll Tide” each time she comes by. Of course Alabama’s loss to Georgia was a problem. I am currently teaching Hayden and Dilly to say “SEC! SEC!” but thankfully they persist with “Roll Tide”. Hayden knew that I would be sad and drew me a picture to cheer me up. She also gave Ann an early birthday gift she made because she won’t be here on Ann’s birthday. Hayden and Dilly are the first fulfillments of my New Years’ resolution to take each day “off Road”. I am grateful for them and the joy they have brought us.
As mentioned in the last “So Much To Think About” post, I will be posting SMTTA on Fridays. Content will be briefer, focusing on things from the past week that have given me something to think about.
Going to hell Contrary to popular Christian mythology…Jesus doesn’t want anyone to go to hell…and He went to great lengths to keep people out of it…Christians on the other hand…
I’m going to keep saying this until you get it…Jesus conquered all earthly powers through sacrificial love, suffering, and death…and any “victories” the church wins will come the same way… Phoenix Preacher
Alabama- Georgia
Alabama v. Georgia National Championship Game: My Response First I want to congratulate Georgia for the win. The last time they had a championship was 1980. I do not like to lose but Kirby Smart is essentially a Bama guy. So hats off to them. Second, I did not watch the game on Monday because I was on my mini-retreat at Steep Ravine. If you listen to the talking heads on ESPN you would think Georgia clobbered Alabama. One said, “Kirby out coached Saban in every phase of the game.” So today, I watched the game on YouTube. I do not know what game he watched but from my perspective the game was in fact a basic tie down to the last 120 seconds of it. So I did what any person should do, I looked up the stats for the game. Here they are according to ESPN. The stats confirm what I saw, an even game. And Bama wins in most of the categories. Bama lost Jameson Williams to an injury in the game too. First downs: GA 20; Bama 22 Total Yards: GA 364; Bama 399 Penalties: GA 10-70; Bama 7-57 Turnovers: GA 1; Bama 2 Time of Poss: GA 28:29; Bama 31:31 As I see it the game came down to two plays. Bennett’s long bomb for a TD and Young’s pick-six with 40 seconds left in the game. The score 33-18 does not even begin to show how close the game was. I thought both teams defense showed up in spectacular ways. Congrats to the Dogs but Bama has nothing to be ashamed about. Next year is coming. I do not think Georgia will repeat. Bama will likely play them again in the SEC Championship Game and I doubt the Bulldogs will win. Rolllllllllll Tide Thanks to Bobby Valentine
Virus We are still battling Covid 19 and the next thing is already here. The NILE Virus, type C Virologists have identified a new Nile Virus – type C. It appears to target those who were born between1940 and 1970. Symptoms: 1. Causes you to send the same message twice. 2. Causes you to send a blank message. 3. Causes you to send a message to the wrong person. 4. Causes you to send it back to the person who sent it to you. 5. Causes you to forget to attach the attachment. 6. Causes you to hit SEND before you’re finished. 7. Causes you to hit DELETE instead of SEND. 8.Causes you to SEND when you should DELETE. It is called the C-NILE virus! Unkknown
Reactionary? A reactionary is someone with extreme opposition to dramatic social or political change. Sometimes, of course, dramatic change is destructive, and opposition to it is often justified. What distinguishes the reactionary is that they end up making two key intellectual mistakes:Becoming so preoccupied with who or what they are against that the foundation of their politics is reflexive opposition rather than first principles or reason. Vastly inflating the threat of whatever it is that they oppose, driving responses disproportionate to the scale of the harms they critique. Do not let the illusions of social media trick you. Learn to recognize and avoid “us-vs-them” thinking. Be skeptical of convenient narratives. Avoid the “zeal of the convert.” Take seriously the possibility that you are wrong. Reactionary politics is an easy trap to fall into these days, given that so much of what is deemed progress is really the opposite. Ultimately, however, reactionaries do more harm than good. We do not need them, or the alarmism and hysteria in which they often indulge, to save us. Nuance, principles, and moderation will do just fine. Seth Moskowitz
I use Apple Notes app religiously ( no pun intended). I save quotes, quips, etc from daily readings. I save them, hoping to eventually post about them or share in “So Much to Think About”. Many stay hidden. I’m currently up to 1,404 . There is no intended theme or thread, but they may give some insight into the drumbeat in my head. Going forward I intend to post “So Much to Think about” on Fridays. I’m letting you so you can mark your calendar :). BTW today is Friday, so enjoy this post.
Slowing down (traveling “off road”) “I counted my years and found that I have less time to live from here on than I have lived up to now. I feel like that child who won a packet of sweets: he ate the first with pleasure, but when he realized that there were few left, he began to enjoy them intensely. I no longer have time for endless meetings where statutes, rules, procedures and internal regulations are discussed, knowing that nothing will be achieved. I no longer have time to support the absurd people who, despite their chronological age, haven’t grown up. My time is too short: I want the essence, my soul is in a hurry. I don’t have many sweets in the package anymore. I want to live next to human people, very human, who know how to laugh at their mistakes and who are not inflated by their triumphs and who take on their responsibilities. Thus human dignity is defended and we move towards truth and honesty. It is the essential that makes life worth living. I want to surround myself with people who know how to touch hearts, people who have been taught by the hard blows of life to grow with gentle touches of the soul. Yes, I’m in a hurry, I’m in a hurry to live with the intensity that only maturity can give. I don’t intend to waste any of the leftover sweets. I am sure they will be delicious, much more than what I have eaten so far. My goal is to reach the end satisfied and at peace with my loved ones and my conscience. We have two lives and the second begins when you realize you only have one. “ Mario de Andrade
Difficult subjects … difficult subjects can be explained to the most slow-witted man if he has not formed any idea of them already; but the simplest thing cannot be made clear to the most intelligent man if he is firmly persuaded that he knows already, without [any]doubt, what is laid before him.
Mastery of Information Our culture tends to have a focus on the mastery of information, the management of the facts. I recall a famous television evangelist who touted himself as having memorized the entire Bible. It made him a television evangelist, not a great soul or a deeply wise man. It can indeed be little more than a carnival trick. The soul is ever so much more about who we are, and the character of who we are than what we are and what we know. FR Stephen Freeman
Parable of topsoil and wheelbarrow Having moved house, and a keen gardener, he had a large truck load of topsoil delivered, if I remember the story correctly, ten tons. The driver dumped all of it on his front driveway. The only way to move it to the back garden was shovel by shovel, wheelbarrow by wheelbarrow. And that, said the good Dr Taylor, was also how he wrote his commentary – over the years, word by word, verse by verse and chapter by chapter. Jim Gordon
Right Affections I had sooner play cards against a man who was quite sceptical about ethics, but bred to believe that ‘a gentleman does not cheat’, than against an irreproachable moral philosopher who had been brought up among sharpers. In battle it is not syllogisms that will keep the reluctant nerves and muscles to their post in the third hour of the bombardment. C S Lewis
Virtue as bravery At root, all virtue is a form of bravery. But bravery is only heroic if there is an objective value at stake, a true good in question. Remove that value and you remove the distinction between virtue and vice, between heroic sacrifice and self-serving cowardice. Richard Beck
Fountain Pens We once wrote with quills from real birds dipped (the quills, that is) in ink, then we wrote with crude hand-made quill pens that were also dipped in ink, then we wrote with fountain pens that had a hidden reservoir that sometimes leaked, and then Mr. Biro invented the discardable ball-point pen, and now you and I have colors and shapes and any kind of pen we want. They are cheap and they are easy. Some see this as clear evidence of progress and improvement. They are not because they are cosmic pollutants. Unless you prefer a pen that stays with you for life, like a fountain pen. I know that using a ballpoint pen is easy and that it is the end of a line of technological progress, but there is something special and personal about a fountain pen (unless you are hard of heart). It becomes your friend after you’ve filled it for years — and I prefer piston fillers rather than the little plastic cartridges that also clog up the world. Go ahead, pick up a fountain pen and feel a work of art — Bics are trash. They are cheap; the ink is fake; the pen has no balance; it makes one wonder how humans could do this to themselves. Try on a Pelikan or a Mont Blanc or a Conway Steward or a Waterman or a Schaeffer — I’ve got several and each is a friend. Scot McKnight
Virtues for today Fallibilism: we have to admit we may not be right all the time. Which means “No one gets the final say.” We have to admit that at least some, if not most, of what we claim as knowledge could in some senses be wrong. Nothing is absolute knowledge for any human. A genuine sense that “I might be wrong” permits thinking with others who may help us reach a better position. Empiricism: what you claim has to be discoverable by others using the same method. Which means “No one has personal authority.” Jonathan Rausch
“When you have something to say, silence is a lie.” Jordon Peterson
View from the Lanai
I’ve been thinking a lot about this blog. I have been posting since 2006 and am up to nearly a 1000 posts, not counting about four years worth lost when my website crashed some years back. My initial post:
A Personal Journal Jan. 14th, 2006 | 09:11 pm This is a personal journal of George Ezell. It has been created to be a repository of writings about my life and experiences. The information, although personal, is intended to be shared. Perhaps it will be of interest to family and/or friends, if not in the present, in the years to come. It is my belief this journal will be a useful tool in coming to a better self-understanding. It is also my hope that I will be able to provide a window into my life through which others may better understand just who I am.
Some time ago I decided to distribute my posts more widely through email. The mailing list was comprised of family, friends and acquaintances I thought might be interested. Initially there was a total of 75. Today the number is 65. A few unsubscribed and a few have joined. It is interesting how much it hurts when someone unsubscribes. Just saying.
It is a great privilege and opportunity to have an audience of 65 people to read my posts. I realize there is responsibility that comes with that privilege. I feel a burden to be truthful and honest in what I write. My ambition is to contribute in a small way to a better world. Thank you for joining me on this journey.
If you’re riding’ ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it’s still there. Will Rogers
“ Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered— how fleeting my life is. Psalm 39:4 -NLT
With each new year the palmists’ words become more relevant. HopefullyI will celebrate my 80th birthday this year. Eugene Peterson’s paraphrase later in Psalm 39: Ah, God, listen to my prayer, my cry—open your ears… Give me a break, cut me some slack before it’s too late and I’m out of here.” captures the essence of my prayers these days.
Given the reality of my numbered days, making New Year’s resolution becomes tedious. Reaching the point in life when life-time guarantees and bulk purchases are no longer meaningful, resolutions require thoughtful consideration. Losing 25 pounds, running a marathon, 5K or, for that matter, a mile are off the table.
I am not trying to be morbid, only realistic. My days are numbered but yet to be determined. Resolutions should be chosen accordingly. I don’t want to expire during a CrossFit session. Want I do want is to enjoy life more fully in 2022. With that in mind my New Year’s resolution for 2022 is to take my journey “off road”. Unless you have read my post about “off road” you may not understand. Read it HERE.
Too many of my days resemble driving on I 75. I am resolving to take each day “off road” — avoid congestion and constant competition with its inherent danger and stress. Traveling “off road”, with its slower pace, I will stop frequently to rest and refresh, take time to see the countryside, pause to help people with car trouble and express gratitude for all of it.
As Jonah Goldberg recently quipped: “That’s the thing about choosing the wrong path at a fork in the road—you usually have to walk a long way before you realize the error”. Hopefully, 2022 is long enough.
Gluttony If you’re in a room where everyone is a greedy glutton hoarding all the food they can grab, gluttony becomes a matter of rational self-interest. Get yours as quickly as possible or you get nothing. Jonah Goldberg
Wisdom Maybe what we lack isn’t love but wisdom. It became clear to me that I should pray above all else for wisdom. We all want to love, but as a rule we don’t know how to love rightly. How should we love so that life will really come from it? I believe that what we all need is wisdom. I’m very disappointed that we in the Church have passed on so little wisdom. Often the only thing we’ve taught people is to think that they’re right—or that they’re wrong. We’ve either mandated things or forbidden them. But we haven’t helped people to enter upon the narrow and dangerous path of true wisdom. On wisdom’s path we take the risk of making mistakes. On this path we take the risk of being wrong. That’s how wisdom is gained. Richard Rohr
Insanity ? Many Americans have been vaccinated but continue to act as though they have not. ? Many other Americans have not been vaccinated but act as though they have. ? Many of those who got vaccinated hate Donald Trump, who considers the vaccines to be one of his greatest achievements. ? Many who refuse to get vaccinated love Donald Trump. What do these facts tell us? They tell us that we, as a nation, are insane. But we knew that. Dave Barry
“identity-protection cognition.” As humans in a tribe we conform to our tribe so as not to be alienated from our tribe. To alter our minds from our tribe means alienation and excommunication, and no one wants that kind of liminality. Jonathan Haidt said this way: Our minds “unite us into teams, divide us against other teams, and blind us to the truth.” Group think then can be blind and prevent us from finding truth but all the while we are convinced we are entirely reasonable and right. When this occurs the whole tribe “loses touch with reality” and truth. When this occurs cults form and we get “paranoid alternative realities.” Scot McKnight
The smartest people Our culture champions the mind. We think of ourselves as far more brilliant than those who lived in the past and certainly more aware and understanding of the processes and realities of the world around us. In short, we think we’re the smartest people who have ever lived. In point of fact, we have narrowed the focus of our attention and are probably among the least aware human beings to have ever lived. Fr Stephen Freeman
Fruitcake Two friends from Iowa have been exchanging the same fruitcake since the late 1950s. Even older is the fruitcake left behind in Antarctica by the explorer Robert Falcon Scott in 1910. But the honor for the oldest known existing fruitcake goes to one that was baked in 1878 when Rutherford B. Hayes was president of the United States. What’s amazing about these old fruitcakes is that people have tasted them and lived, meaning they are still edible after all these years. The trifecta of sugar, low-moisture ingredients and some high-proof spirits make fruitcakes some of the longest-lasting foods in the world. Scot McKnight
Psychics Within a few blocks of the University of Washington in Seattle, there are not one but two establishments offering psychic services. At one or both, you can obtain palmistry, fortune-telling, aura cleansing, crystal readings, dream analysis, chakra balancing, psychic aura readings, past life regressions, and tarot card readings. Every American city has similar listings in Google Maps for professional psychics, including 20 in Philadelphia, 17 in Memphis, and 18 in St. Louis. The Pew Research Center reports that fully 41% of all Americans believe in psychics. The same surveys indicate that 29% of Americans believe in astrology, and many of them seek astrological guidance for their lives. They can easily download the sophisticated apps promising personalized advice that have replaced the simple horoscopes earlier generations read in newspapers. Co-Star, one of the leading apps, says it “uses NASA data, coupled with the methods of professional astrologers, to algorithmically generate insights about your personality and your future.” According to a brand promotion company, the “mystical services market”—which includes but reaches well beyond astrology apps—totals $2.1 billionin the U.S. This movement is heightened among young people. Many social trends gather steam initially in the young, and that is certainly true with respect to religion. Within Generation Z—generally defined as people born after the mid-to-late 1990s—the percentage who do not affiliate with a religion has reached an all-time high. Among those who do hold a religious identity, attendance at worship services has fallen off a cliff. Young people are also disproportionately represented among the enthusiasts for astrology, Tarot cards, and various forms of New Age mysticism. They frequently pair their excursions into the paranormal with standard religious activities such as prayer. To put it simply, DIY religion has meant for young people a substantial retreat from religious participation in an organized community but no major withdrawal from religious and mystical belief. Mark Allen Smith https://www.persuasion.community/p/the-rise-of-do-it-yourself-religion
“To see what is in front of one’s nose,” George Orwell said, “needs a constant struggle.”
View from the Lanai The view this morning is a metaphor for 2022. The sun is shinning but the future is foggy. With each passing year days ahead become increasingly tentative and more precious. Ann and I look forward to celebrating our 80th birthdays and 60th wedding anniversary. Memories of 2021 make us thankful for 2022 and the prospect of life’s joy. Happy New Year is particularly meaningful this year.
May 2022 be filled with JOY for each of you and your families.