“You are going to feel like hell if you never write the stuff that is tugging on the sleeves of your heart — your stories, visions, memories, visions and songs. Your truth, your version of things, your own voice. That is really all you have to offer us. And that’s also why you were born.”
Anne Lamott
“You are going to feel like hell if you never write the stuff that is tugging on the sleeves of your heart — your stories, visions, memories, visions and songs. Your truth, your version of things, your own voice. That is really all you have to offer us. And that’s also why you were born.”
Anne Lamott
Like most people, I live with some serious self-delusions. One, among many, is the delusion that I am a theologian. Perhaps it’s a result of close proximity to Asbury Theological Seminary and my regular interaction with seminarians and, occasionally, a real theologian. I am happily content and inwardly (?) pridefully thinking I’m a theologian.Undoubtedly,I am serious about theology. Unfortunately being serious about theology doesn’t make one a theologian. The difference between me and a theologian is like the difference between Dr. Fauci and Donald Trump. I have lot to say, but I’m not an expert. I’m not saying I don’t have something worthwhile to say theologically, I just need to remember who I am. The truth of the matter is…I’m more like Gomer Pyle than N.T. Wright.
That reality came to mind this morning. In the course of my regular readings, I have these “Golly Shazam” moments where my ignorance becomes obvious and my reaction is “Golly Shazam”. Those moments are powerful antidotes to my self-delusions. Momentarily, I feel the innocent, humbling and joyous experience of discovery. In is on those occasions I am most like Gomer.. “Golly Shazam”.
Today was a double header for “Golly Shazam”. I will share one encounter from today and the other in my next “Golly Shazam” post
The Temptation of Joseph “Because Joseph her husband was faithful to the law, and yet did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.” Matthew? 1:19 NIV
…one of the notorious things Adam does to Eve is throw her under the bus, blaming her, when God confronts him in the garden. …Adam’s sin against Eve symbolizes all of the sins of men against women throughout history. Similar, then, to how Mary overturns the sins of Eve, Joseph has to stand in his moment of perplexity and doubt to reverse the sin of Adam against Eve. In Adam, men blame and stigmatize women. Men don’t believe women, Joseph’s trial, then, is that a man must believe a woman. Joseph has to believe Mary. And in believing Mary, Joseph overturns the sin of Adam.
“For the perpetual excuse Of Adam for his fall– ‘My little Eve, God bless her, did beguile me and I ate’ you must now atone, Joseph, in silence and alone.”
As a man, Joseph must endure the trial of being himself marginalized and excluded: “To-day the roles are altered; you must be
The Weaker Sex whose passion is passivity.” “You must learn now that masculinity, To Nature, is a non-essential luxury.”
The temptation of Joseph is passing as a man, and for all men, this trial of marginalization and doubt. To reverse the sin of Adam against Eve, Joseph must accept his peripheral role and believe Mary.
“Never wrestle with a pig. You both get dirty, and the pig likes it.”
Whatever A new Marist poll found for the twelfth consecutive year that Americans consider “whatever” to be the most annoying word or phrase used in conversation. Everybody talks about whatever, but nobody does anything about it.
Lasting Legacy DNA is extremely stable. It can last for tens of thousands of years. It is nowadays what enables scientists to work out the anthropology of the very distant past. Probably nothing you own right now—no letter or piece of jewelry or treasured heirloom—will still exist a thousand years from now, but your DNA will almost certainly still be around and recoverable, if only someone could be bothered to look for it.
Death Death, the most obvious, reliable, inevitable, and predictable fact of our lives is increasingly experienced as something accidental, unexpected, and surprising. We used to joke that the only thing for certain in life is death and taxes. Today when people die we’re shocked. …we’re increasingly reactive to death, emotionally speaking, increasingly disturbed, triggered, off-footed, shocked, troubled, and unsettled by death. So much so that death has become one of the biggest causes of modern faith crises. Someone dies–and again, everyone dies–and we lose faith in God. This is huge generational shift. In times past, we turned to God for consolation when we experienced bereavement. Nowadays we become atheists. Richard Beck http://experimentaltheology.blogspot.com/2020/12/stoicism-faith-and-theodicy-part-1-our.html
Medicine as social science In 1848, the Prussian government sent a young physician named Rudolf Virchow to investigate a typhus epidemic in Upper Silesia. Virchow didn’t know what caused the devastating disease, but he realized its spread was possible because of malnutrition, hazardous working conditions, crowded housing, poor sanitation, and the inattention of civil servants and aristocrats—problems that require social and political reforms. “Medicine is a social science,” Virchow said, “and politics is nothing but medicine in larger scale.” This viewpoint fell by the wayside after germ theory became mainstream in the late 19th century. When scientists discovered the microbes responsible for tuberculosis, plague, cholera, dysentery, and syphilis, most fixated on these newly identified nemeses. Societal factors were seen as overly political distractions for researchers who sought to “be as ‘objective’ as possible,” says Elaine Hernandez, a medical sociologist at Indiana University. In the U.S., medicine fractured. https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2021/01/science-covid-19-manhattan-project/617262/
Assumptions – By Scott Erickson It’s assumed that Mary rode on a donkey, but the Bible doesn’t say she did. ?
It’s assumed there was an innkeeper, but it doesn’t mention one anywhere. ?
It’s assumed there were three Magi, but it doesn’t give a number of those who showed up. ?
It’s assumed there was a star overhead when Jesus was born, but it doesn’t say that either. ?
It’s assumed that Jesus was born in a stable, but all it says is that He was laid in a manger – and that could’ve been any number of places. ?
Christmas comes with many assumptions—some helpful, some not so much. ?
Spirituality also comes with many assumptions, and the ones that fail us are the ones we make about what it’s supposed to look like, who is worthy for it to happen to, and what kind of outcome it’s supposed to have for us. Assumptions like . . . ?
You should be more than you are now to be pleasing to God. ?
Your weaknesses are in the way of God’s plan for your life. ?
Your lack of religious excitement disqualifies you from divine participation.?
You’re probably not doing it right.?
Other spiritual people have something you don’t have.?
Our assumptions hinder our spiritual journey in all kinds of ways, and the antidote to assumption is surprise. The surprise of Christ’s incarnation is that it happened in Mary’s day as it is happening every day in your lack of resources, your overcrowded lodging, your unlit night sky, your humble surroundings. ?
It’s a surprise that life can come through barren places.?
Evil
For evil is not an argument: It is a thing. And the answer to evil is not logic but the cross. Alysha is an heir and a symbol of the One who took evil and suffering upon Himself, out of love for others. And I live in the hope that the cross has laid the groundwork for that Day when evil is no more, and love is perfected.
Image of music &theology The imagery of music, of a symphony, is quite apt when thinking about the whole of theology. There are many instruments in a symphony, each with varying shades of tonality and range of pitch. First, all instruments have to be “in tune,” so that what is “A-440” for one is the same for all. Second, comes the music itself. It is written in a single key (I’m sure that somebody has written a modern symphony with instruments playing in different keys – though, if it is taken far enough, we pass from music to pure noise). If you’re playing Beethoven’s 5th (which is written in C minor), and, fifteen measures into the performance the brass sections begin to play in E flat major, the result could be quite interesting, but less pleasant, and perhaps disastrous. Fr Stephen Freeman
Grace and truth The reality is grace and truth are not two things. They are one thing. They are, in fact, the love of God in Jesus Christ. They are not principles that can be learned or ideals to be held in tension. They will be lived and experienced in union or not at all; which is why they are only experienced in the living person of Jesus Christ and in a shared, loving union with him. J D Walt
View from the Lanai We arrived safely in Florida. As anticipated, the weather is refreshingly warm. It is a great privilege to spend our winter here. Covid restrictions prompted us to come before Christmas since family interactions are limited. It is strange times. Wishing for a Merry Christmas is truly a wish this year.
This post continues a series entitled intersections. As I reflect on my life’s journey, various intersections along the way come to mind. My ambition was for a straight and narrow path. but, that’s not how life goes.
At the end of this month, Internet monk will shutdown its blog. I first became acquainted with Michael Spencer aka Internet Monk about 13-14 years ago. I don’t remember how I discovered him, perhaps it was a God thing. Over the years I read his blog posts and listened to his podcasts. Michael described himself as “a postevangelical reformation Christian in search of a Jesus-shaped spirituality.” The tag line for his blog was “Dispatches from the post-evangelical wilderness”. He was very influential in my thinking. My spiritual journey was following a similar path. He died as a result of a brain tumor in 2010. Friends took up the Internet Monk banner and continued to post, extending his legacy until now. I am thankful for Michael and those who continued to challenge and encourage me in my own search for a Jesus-shaped spirituality. It is my understanding that the Internet Monk archives will continue to be available.
It was Michael’s 2009 opinion piece in the Christian Science Monitor entitled “The Coming Evangelical Collapse” that brought him to prominence. His prophetic words are echoing through the evangelical wilderness today and are a fitting conclusion to the Internet Monk. The article follows below and is worthy of your consideration:
The coming evangelical collapse
An anti-Christian chapter in Western history is about to begin. But out of the ruins, a new vitality and integrity will rise.
March 10, 2009
Oneida, Ky.
We are on the verge – within 10 years – of a major collapse of evangelical Christianity. This breakdown will follow the deterioration of the mainline Protestant world and it will fundamentally alter the religious and cultural environment in the West.
Within two generations, evangelicalism will be a house deserted of half its occupants. (Between 25 and 35 percent of Americans today are Evangelicals.) In the “Protestant” 20th century, Evangelicals flourished. But they will soon be living in a very secular and religiously antagonistic 21st century.
This collapse will herald the arrival of an anti-Christian chapter of the post-Christian West. Intolerance of Christianity will rise to levels many of us have not believed possible in our lifetimes, and public policy will become hostile toward evangelical Christianity, seeing it as the opponent of the common good.
Millions of Evangelicals will quit. Thousands of ministries will end. Christian media will be reduced, if not eliminated. Many Christian schools will go into rapid decline. I’m convinced the grace and mission of God will reach to the ends of the earth. But the end of evangelicalism as we know it is close.
Why is this going to happen?
1. Evangelicals have identified their movement with the culture war and with political conservatism. This will prove to be a very costly mistake. Evangelicals will increasingly be seen as a threat to cultural progress. Public leaders will consider us bad for America, bad for education, bad for children, and bad for society.
The evangelical investment in moral, social, and political issues has depleted our resources and exposed our weaknesses. Being against gay marriage and being rhetorically pro-life will not make up for the fact that massive majorities of Evangelicals can’t articulate the Gospel with any coherence. We fell for the trap ofbelieving in a cause more than a faith.
2. We Evangelicals have failed to pass on to our young people an orthodox form of faith that can take root and survive the secular onslaught. Ironically, the billions of dollars we’ve spent on youth ministers, Christian music, publishing, and media has produced a culture of young Christians who know next to nothing about their own faith except how they feel about it. Our young people have deep beliefs about the culture war, but do not know why they should obey scripture, the essentials of theology, or the experience of spiritual discipline and community. Coming generations of Christians are going to be monumentally ignorant and unprepared for culture-wide pressures.
3. There are three kinds of evangelical churches today: consumer-driven megachurches, dying churches, and new churches whose future is fragile. Denominations will shrink, even vanish, while fewer and fewer evangelical churches will survive and thrive.
4. Despite some very successful developments in the past 25 years, Christian education has not produced a product that can withstand the rising tide of secularism. Evangelicalism has used its educational system primarily to staff its own needs and talk to itself.
5. The confrontation between cultural secularism and the faith at the core of evangelical efforts to “do good” is rapidly approaching. We will soon see that the good Evangelicals want to do will be viewed as bad by so many, and much of that work will not be done. Look for ministries to take on a less and less distinctively Christian face in order to survive.
6. Even in areas where Evangelicals imagine themselves strong (like the Bible Belt), we will find a great inability to pass on to our children a vital evangelical confidence in the Bible and the importance of the faith.
7. The money will dry up.
What will be left?
•Expect evangelicalism to look more like the pragmatic, therapeutic, church-growth oriented megachurches that have defined success. Emphasis will shift from doctrine to relevance, motivation, and personal success – resulting in churches further compromised and weakened in their ability to pass on the faith.
•Two of the beneficiaries will be the Roman Catholic and Orthodox communions. Evangelicals have been entering these churches in recent decades and that trend will continue, with more efforts aimed at the “conversion” of Evangelicals to the Catholic and Orthodox traditions.
•A small band will work hard to rescue the movement from its demise through theological renewal. This is an attractive, innovative, and tireless community with outstanding media, publishing, and leadership development. Nonetheless, I believe the coming evangelical collapse will not result in a second reformation, though it may result in benefits for many churches and the beginnings of new churches.
•The emerging church will largely vanish from the evangelical landscape, becoming part of the small segment of progressive mainline Protestants that remain true to the liberal vision.
•Aggressively evangelistic fundamentalist churches will begin to disappear.
•Charismatic-Pentecostal Christianity will become the majority report in evangelicalism. Can this community withstand heresy, relativism, and confusion? To do so, it must make a priority of biblical authority, responsible leadership, and a reemergence of orthodoxy.
•Evangelicalism needs a “rescue mission” from the world Christian community. It is time for missionaries to come to America from Asia and Africa. Will they come? Will they be able to bring to our culture a more vital form of Christianity?
•Expect a fragmented response to the culture war. Some Evangelicals will work to create their own countercultures, rather than try to change the culture at large. Some will continue to see conservatism and Christianity through one lens and will engage the culture war much as before – a status quo the media will be all too happy to perpetuate. A significant number, however, may give up political engagement for a discipleship of deeper impact.
Is all of this a bad thing?
Evangelicalism doesn’t need a bailout. Much of it needs a funeral. But what about what remains?
Is it a good thing that denominations are going to become largely irrelevant? Only if the networks that replace them are able to marshal resources, training, and vision to the mission field and into the planting and equipping of churches.
Is it a good thing that many marginal believers will depart? Possibly, if churches begin and continue the work of renewing serious church membership. We must change the conversation from the maintenance of traditional churches to developing new and culturally appropriate ones.
The ascendency of Charismatic-Pentecostal-influenced worship around the world can be a major positive for the evangelical movement if reformation can reach those churches and if it is joined with the calling, training, and mentoring of leaders. If American churches come under more of the influence of the movement of the Holy Spirit in Africa and Asia, this will be a good thing.
Will the evangelicalizing of Catholic and Orthodox communions be a good development? One can hope for greater unity and appreciation, but the history of these developments seems to be much more about a renewed vigor to “evangelize” Protestantism in the name of unity.
Will the coming collapse get Evangelicals past the pragmatism and shallowness that has brought about the loss of substance and power? Probably not. The purveyors of the evangelical circus will be in fine form, selling their wares as the promised solution to every church’s problems. I expect the landscape of megachurch vacuity to be around for a very long time.
Will it shake lose the prosperity Gospel from its parasitical place on the evangelical body of Christ? Evidence from similar periods is not encouraging. American Christians seldom seem to be able to separate their theology from an overall idea of personal affluence and success.
The loss of their political clout may impel many Evangelicals to reconsider the wisdom of trying to create a “godly society.” That doesn’t mean they’ll focus solely on saving souls, but the increasing concern will be how to keep secularism out of church, not stop it altogether. The integrity of the church as a countercultural movement with a message of “empire subversion” will increasingly replace a message of cultural and political entitlement.
Despite all of these challenges, it is impossible not to be hopeful. As one commenter has already said, “Christianity loves a crumbling empire.”
We can rejoice that in the ruins, new forms of Christian vitality and ministry will be born. I expect to see a vital and growing house church movement. This cannot help but be good for an evangelicalism that has made buildings, numbers, and paid staff its drugs for half a century.
We need new evangelicalism that learns from the past and listens more carefully to what God says about being His people in the midst of a powerful, idolatrous culture.
I’m not a prophet. My view of evangelicalism is not authoritative or infallible. I am certainly wrong in some of these predictions. But is there anyone who is observing evangelicalism in these times who does not sense that the future of our movement holds many dangers and much potential?
Oxymoron …rhetorical device that uses an ostensible self-contradiction to illustrate a rhetorical point or to reveal a paradox.
.. “my belief… true but unreal”
In my earlier post I expressed my belief as a “Mirage, an illusion of something that is real, describes my belief… true but unreal.”. While my belief has matured, there remains a struggle with transcendent reality. Yes, I believe it is true but is it real? Maybe it’s as simple as Nora O’Donnell put it: “Magic is real as long as you believe in it.”. Unicorns, Santa Claus, God.
As a Christian, the notion of comparing unicorns or Santa Claus to God is preposterous, if not blasphemous. However, for me there is a skittishness when it comes to gospel truth claims. Robert Jensen commented:
Yet I think there is another reason for our skittishness with the gospel’s truth claims, that is probably more important and is moreover perennial. So soon as we pose the question, “What indeed if it were true?” about an ordinary proposition of the faith, consequences begin to show themselves that go beyond anything we dare to believe, that upset our whole basket of assured convictions, and we are frightened of that. The most Sunday-school-platitudinous of Christian claims–say, “Jesus loves me”–contains cognitive explosives we fear will indeed blow our minds; it commits us to what have been called revisionary metaphysics, and on a massive scale. That, I think, is the main reason we prefer not to start [with the question “What indeed if it were true?”] and have preferred it especially in the period of modernity. For Western modernity’s defining passion has been for the use of knowledge to control, and that is the very point where the knowledge of faith threatens us.
Revisionary metaphysics is concerned with what the structure of reality would be if it were accurately mirrored in the conceptual scheme we ought to have.
One example of revisionary metaphysics in my tradition can be found in the gospel truth claim that the Holy Spirit in-dwells every believer. The consequences of that truth were so “cognitively explosive” the reality of an in-dwelling Holy Spirit became a revised reality, a Holy Spirit residing in and working through the written word only. A reality that neatly conformed to a commitment to ration and reason.
I suggest that disenchantment’s (secularism) pervasive presence exercises its influence every time I encounter gospel truth claims and ask the question “What indeed if it were true?”.
Jack Nicholson is right. Disenchanted Christians can’t handle the truth. Faced with “mind blowing truths” we make them more manageable realities.
Question remain: “Noetic perception” is a phrase that describes the ability of the human heart to perceive that which is Divine. As such, it is our capacity for communion with God and the whole of creation. … Without such a perception, we do not see the truth of things.How does one gain “noetic perception” ?
The answer to secularism, … is not to be found in attacking it. Rather, it is best seen by presenting what is true and real –The antidote and ultimate vaccine for secularism is unseen reality. What does it mean to present “what is true and real?”.
Future posts will probe these and other questions.
“Stupidity got us into this mess, and stupidity will get us out.”
Front Porch View
This is the last Front Porch View until our front porch is restored when we return from Florida in March. In the interim, I will be sharing Views from the Lanai.
Recently, neighbors, a young couple, two doors down from us moved. They departed quickly, without farewell. We greeted them when they moved in two years ago, they were cordial, but that was the last conversation we had. I observed their daily routines and occasionally spoke to them as they passed by over the years. I often wondered about them and was disappointed that we were not able to connect. I feel sure they are a nice couple but I wonder if they are not some what typical of our society, other neighbors are similar.( I must not discount the possibly that I am the problem) In any case, I am thinking more about loving my neighbor and what that looks like in my neighborhood.
Peter Kuzmich once said, “Hope is the ability to hear the music of the future. Faith is having the courage to dance to that song today.”
Cynicism The cynic cloaks himself in the wise disguise of a realist. Truth be told, realism is just another name for a defeated idealism. Cynicism is the bitter fruit of a desecrated imagination. Cynicism treats the sickness of our hopelessness with the topical ointment of our thinly veiled anger. J D Walt
Purity Purity means embracing your unity with Christ and, in that unity, becoming free to open yourself fearlessly to others in ways that are safe and healthy and truly loving—in ways that draw others into fellowship with Christ too. Blessed are the pure in heart, Jesus said, for they shall see God. But such purity is not something to achieve through careful rule following. It is something to receive as the gift of God to you in Christ, and it is something that can never be lost. Peterson, Amy. Where Goodness Still Grows (pp. 85-86). Thomas Nelson. Kindle Edition.
Hope The existence of hope does not depend on us. It does not rely on our virtue or wisdom. It is a delivery from elsewhere. Michael Gerson
More than Raw Matter …it is possible to live honorably in revolt against a meaningless universe. But it is also possible to live dishonorably with the same justification. If raw matter is all that is, ideals such as justice are ultimately rootless. Consciousness would be a brief gap between oblivions. And death would always win in the end. Michael Gerson
Fruits of Repentance …the greatest prophet who ever lived said to “bear fruits worthy of repentance.” Fruits worthy of repentance—it is a fascinating concept. Fruit comes at the end of a process, not the beginning. Maybe checking the box of a donated coat isn’t the ticket. Fruit begins with breaking up fallow ground, and sowing, and cultivating, and watering, and more cultivating, and waiting, and finally by God’s grace, fruit. Maybe repentance can’t be reduced to a transaction at Goodwill. Maybe repentance takes sustained attention and effort. By the power of his Word and Spirit, Jesus wants to reach deeper than mere behavior and into our dispositions, desires, and affections. D Walt
Reflecting the image of God …reflecting the image of God is more than passive reflection, like that of a mirror….Because of the plasticity of human nature, reflecting the image of God is active, developmental, and formational. Unlike a mirror reflecting back light, human nature is changed in the process of reflection, becoming a clearer and brighter reflection, a better and better mirror if you will. Alone in creation, only humans have this ability to reflect back the image of God to greater and greater degrees. Richard Beck
Absolute Faith Everyone talks about the importance of having faith. Well, these guys had faith, absolute faith. And there’s one really desperately upsetting…ideologically, there’s one desperately particularly upsetting moment where – in the book – where I talk about how Himmler and Hoss most admired, as prisoners, Jehovah’s Witnesses. They pointed to them and said, see that faith? That’s the kind of faith we need in our führer – absolute, unshakable faith. (from an interview with Laurence Rees, Auschwitz: A New History) Richard Rohr